Greuelmärchen
“Listen:
there was a girl's head hanging in the leaves of the tree.”
“Why?”
“She
had a voice hidden in her tummy.”
The
girl,pitted against the walls in the room,was waiting to burst her seams. To
split
into
a fully-grown bean in her mother's stewpot.
The
little boys, to whom her ma told stories, her hands moving swiftly
between
their mouths and the plate of rice and dal, dis-membered dissolved
Their
little fingers and toes smeared in mustard oil, salt and a pinch of turmeric.
Sizzling like pink onions on the skillet. Curried and adorning the girl's own
plate of steaming jasmine-white rice.
Girl,
you're worse than a rakshushi, Even the ones in your ma's stories wouldn't eat
their own flesh and blood.
Her
brothers' cooked limbs crushed into dust within her teeth, the white
spaces between the letters in the accounts of Buddha leaving his wife in her sixth-grade history
text-book : what did he feast on the night before?
Once
again her ma had allowed her brothers third helpings
There
would be no seconds for the girl. Once again.
And
not even the first for her ma.
“Listen:
there was a girl's head hanging in the leaves of the tree.”
“Why?”
“She had a voice hidden in her tummy.”
©Nandini Dhar