Carpinteria, CA: August Afternoon in Avacado Grove

Seals on rocks. The paperwhites bloom. Dog rests on her haunches and giant
bubbles escape into the warm air. This is a day of rest. Fullness. Little rest.
Perhaps wicked, at least le plus mechant. Such small mercies, the redemptive
pattern of flitting cabbage whites, fragile wings whispering on the rise someplace
else. We dig and we dig, in search of treasure, or some other torment. This is the
measure, the spoons laid out, the cups washed and waiting.

Black widow webs embellish forgotten corners of the property, the haphazardness
of the weave a dead giveaway for the locations of ink-skinned demons. Sun tries
to break through, a fragmentary look at a summer promised. All greens are not
the same-the blood orange leaf and the stag's head fern-shaped and tinted in
some maker's guileless hands.

Long-handled secateurs, a pair of hurricane lanterns redundant, a small brown
frog creeping through the undergrowth. Haze slumps over the foothills this
afternoon, red-tailed hawks hidden from view, their sharp metallic cries audible
across the busy road. A small boy builds a house for roly-polies, his hesitant steps
familiar, yet unknown. Dim the lights and cover the birds for the evening.
Tomorrow's another day.

Chamomile-East of the Indies. Splash from a splintered bow, the waves cresting
as a downcast moon slumps below the far line. Divinity splays itself out, arms and
legs akimbo, wretched battles with a frequent transgressor amounts to little, or
nothing. If you said, widdershins, I stopped myself from replying. What point was
there to it, anyway?

Depth-the perception of something more than what actually exists, the
percussive versus the regressive. A limb caught in a vice, the splintering of the
tibia, tooth-picked. The writing is no good, the hallucination of a state of
awareness that might not help in the long run. Sitting could make a difference,
the posture corrected, the spine straightened. Limp away to a corner and
enshrouded yourself.

With the ricocheting of stone on stone, wood on water, a curled set of letters,
emptied graves, a woodshed set back from the road. Three calico cats shunted
their fur against the siding, burgundy eyes diamonding the lease line. Always the
memory of angry words, curses on linoleum floors, the harsh tone as bitter as
licking a halved lemon. Everything stilled in the lee of the mountain.

© James Claffey